i just can't go with this feeling, it's so suffocating
i get so upset, my own thoughts are just so degrading
i know that when i speak others tune all the words right out
or is that in my head, i can't think with this stupid drought
and when i go, i sure know i'm better off dead
than getting any place to let go of my head
these heartaches they blind me and i no longer can see
repeated thoughts, think that my love is not meant to be
nobody wants someone like me
i'm tired of the way i feel
i start to cry, i start to kneel
holing myself up in my room
arms touch the walls, not big for two
i don't need any more pity
i can start my own trail right here
right into the bright big desert
they'll find me twined in comfort
my heart is racing but yet there's nothing happening
the time is ticking and yet i'm here just acting
i must confess, i don't know my own self-worth
i understand that my actions are bigger than some words
i pour my heart out but yet they don't understand me
too late to check, i feel my pain in my anatomy
these heartaches they crush me and i no longer can dream
when i know that for once, nobody really loves me
nobody wants someone like me
(who doesn't love themselves)
(who doesn't love anything about them)
(i can't love myself)
(so no one loves me)
(i can't love myself)
(so no one loves me)
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