i'd say something clever but instead i'll say it blunt it's been a while since we've seen each other and i thought it'd be now or soon or later but it feels like what you said was so forever ago and i'm tired and worn out from this situation i feel sick with warm hands crushing my intuition and i know that you are staying away from me but how much longer do i have to stay awake or dream and instead we don't have to do what you do we can merge instead if you just want to break apart my limbs, they're bursting at the seams and draw your lips around your lipstick just to wait and see we are never meant to be together or am i too crazy to feel the weather my fingers are cold and your eyes warm with their beams and the cuts, they will linger, yes and they will bleed you don't even want to finish the game we started i'm tired of this constant playing and this heartache i never asked for this, not ever in my life but instead you just went and hit me with a strike my heart wasn't even yours and yet you wanted it i was reluctant at first but i started to imagine how nice it'd be with someone like you but somehow we're in this mess and it's so one sided and instead we don't have to do what you do we can merge instead if you just want to break apart my limbs, they're bursting at the seams and draw your lips around your lipstick just to wait and see we are never meant to be together or am i too crazy to feel the weather my fingers are cold and your eyes warm with their beams and the cuts, they will linger, yes and they will bleed 2x