i'd say something clever but instead i'll say it blunt
it's been a while since we've seen each other and i thought
it'd be now or soon or later
but it feels like what you said was so forever ago and
i'm tired and worn out from this situation
i feel sick with warm hands crushing my intuition
and i know that you are staying away from me
but how much longer do i have to stay awake or dream

and instead we don't have to do what you do
we can merge instead if you just want to
break apart my limbs, they're bursting at the seams
and draw your lips around your lipstick just to wait and see
we are never meant to be together
or am i too crazy to feel the weather
my fingers are cold and your eyes warm with their beams
and the cuts, they will linger, yes and they will bleed

you don't even want to finish the game we started
i'm tired of this constant playing and this heartache
i never asked for this, not ever in my life
but instead you just went and hit me with a strike
my heart wasn't even yours and yet you wanted it
i was reluctant at first but i started to imagine
how nice it'd be with someone like you
but somehow we're in this mess and it's so one sided

and instead we don't have to do what you do
we can merge instead if you just want to
break apart my limbs, they're bursting at the seams
and draw your lips around your lipstick just to wait and see
we are never meant to be together
or am i too crazy to feel the weather
my fingers are cold and your eyes warm with their beams
and the cuts, they will linger, yes and they will bleed
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